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[darkfyre_muse]

A little lunchtime meme.

You scored as Aspiring Intellectual. You truly believe that there is more to our existence than to work and die. Kudos to you, maybe one day you will have the understanding you truly deserve. </td> Aspiring Intellectual 80% Poser Intellectual 55% Social Intellectual 40% What type of intellectual are you? created with QuizFarm.com

BTW I am uber-bored please feel free to entertain me. pleeaasseee.

(Why does that complacent icon bounce. Do you bouce when complacent? Sounds like too much energy for me.

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[leonatos.livejournal.com]

Same result overall

Specifics
Aspiring: 75
Social 55
Poseur 10

[darkfyre-muse.livejournal.com]

OK you got the first half. So are you going to entertain me or what? As we all know college kids have more fun. (er maybe not. you're now in that 'crap I need to become a grown-up' phase.) It does get better, and worse, as you go along. As you can tell the exciting world of architecture is not so exciting right. now.

How's prep for tommorrow going?

[leonatos.livejournal.com]

Very good. I've got most of my answers down and what I'm going to say. A bit more rehearsal, write up a few more, and I'm there. Hopefully I'll get good interviewers and it'll fall through. Very much focused on the interview despite ljing.

The social life is at a break, but I've that chess party Thursday. Paddy's day is coming up, but I expect it to be quiet as I'm no fan of crowds or packed pubs.

And to pass the time, here something I have for you:
Ask Dr Eldritch Advice columnist with a twist and webcomic.
Giant in the Playground Two fantasy webcomics. One very funny one (particularily the one called Teenage Wasteland) and another more experimental.

[leonatos.livejournal.com]

Oh, and the complacent icon bounces as the goth is somewhat happy. Goths know over fifty different kinds of sadness, but not much happiness so any positive emotions are more or less the same and good peaceful moods are considered the same as good moods that make someone want to jump up and down in happiness. True fact. Really.

[darkfyre-muse.livejournal.com]

You may be right. Considering that I easily accept a generalized state of unhappy as normal, yet find it exceedingly difficult to accept anything beyond content without suspicion of a less than healthy manic state. (Hence wondering if I should keep or supress said state.) I do not think this reflects favorably on my historical states of mental health. And is why I often plague friends with strange questions such as 'what is normal really?

[leonatos.livejournal.com]

You really don't want to bottle up or surpress any moods you go through. That will just make you neurotic and repressed.

However, in terms of mental ill health, I'm afraid I cannot pass comment on yours due to lack of knowledge. All I can say was I was a bit depressed back last term/semester.

And that other comment about goths was a joke. But I think you knew that already

[darkfyre-muse.livejournal.com]

Bi-polar makes me suspicious of the happy. why? because manic happy, as opposed to regular happy, can do bad things if you don't heed the warnings. Unfortunately I ignored the whole thing for so many years that my ability to figure out what is a real mood and what is a manic depressive cycle is sometimes hard. So really it is less a suppression of feelings and more a analysis of what is actually happening. Manic can be really fun but it usually has a cost. Often a BIG cost.

I hope that made some sense. It is a little confusing to explain sometimes.

And while I know the bouncy comment was in jest. It was actually in the neighborhood of right. Go figure. But seriously I am not as generally angst-y as I sometimes seem. LJ is just a place to express myself where I am marginally sure that I won't impose of the mental landscape of those uninterested. And when life is good I type less.

I am planning to change that. Case in poit life is good today and I will cook up something not dark to say. :)

[uilos.livejournal.com]

I'd have dropped by to entertain (work today was basically non-existent), but I left work early for a dentist appointment - yay having dental insurance so I can get my teeth cleaned.